Week 7 of 8

Join us for Week 7 of 8 of online meditation at 7 pm EST.
Find the meeting link on the Meditation Community webpage:
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Join us for Week 7 of 8 of online meditation at 7 pm EST.
Find the meeting link on the Meditation Community webpage:

Join us for Week 6 of our eight-week online meditation series at 7 p.m. EST.
There is no reading today, but we will end with an extended “vibrational” compassion meditation inspired by an improv singing class I joined yesterday. No worries, no singing required.
I have switched our online platform to Google Meet because Proton seemed to be causing problems for folks with slower internet connections. You can still find the meeting link on the Meditation Community webpage:

“… as we return to the seated meditation of zazen as a regular ingredient of our lives, we continue to develop our power of concentration. In Zen training, we call the capacity to focus our attention on one activity wholeheartedly, joriki, the power of concentration. … Joriki taps into our physical, mental, and emotional reserves, and opens our spiritual capacities.”
~ John Daido Loori, Riding the Ox Home, pgs 15-16
Join us for Week 5 of 8 of online meditation at 7 pm EDT. Find the meeting link on the Meditation Community webpage:

Hope you had a good Thanksgiving. Join us tonight as our weekly Monday meditation resumes at 7:00 p.m. EDT.
I picked another short meditative reading from Trembling, Still by Stephen Jenkinson. Concerned about his neurodegeneration due to Parkinson’s, Jenkinson describes a visit to his banker. I find him both dramatic and sharply funny, and I find deep contemplative value for all of us in this passage. The line that sticks with me is this one: “My root condition still seems to be lucidity, alertness. I just can’t find the vernacular sometimes to make the ‘we see each other, right?’ connection” (p. 140).
Our foundation instruction is to keep the breath in your awareness. Your body has been breathing all day, mostly without your noticing. We bring this automatic bodily process into conscious awareness, letting the body breathe in its own way and feeling the sensations of breathing. We will continue to develop focus using different anchors, including the breath at the nose, the movement of the diaphragm, and other sensations in the body.
To join us, find the meeting link on the Meditation Community webpage:

UPDATE: There is no meditation session this Monday, October 12, due to Thanksgiving. See you again for meditation on Monday, October 19. The final session will now be on Monday, November 16.
QUESTION: Have you had any trouble joining the online meeting? Please let me know by email on my About page (or comment on the Substack newsletter). I have been using the free Swiss platform Proton, but if it is not stable, I will switch to something else.

“I take the position there’ll be no cure, that’s sure. But there may be respite. The torque may leave off my hand and my foot, and put them both in the manner of stillness. And if it does, what shall I do with that stillness? What do I think the tremours are keeping me from now, the arms of which I see myself running into? Is there a clarity waiting, of the kind that is elsewhere now but will be bountiful then?” — Stephen Jenkinson, Trembling Still, p. 133
I will share the passage above at the beginning of our gathering. It is worthy of contemplation, whether or not you have Parkinson’s.
Our online meditation invites you to create a sacred inner space in your own home. We establish a meditation posture, then guide you in developing focus through the breath and other meditation anchors before continuing into a period of silence. We close with a compassion meditation that supports your return to daily life.
To join us, find the meeting link on the Meditation Community webpage:

Reminder Meditation Community gathers online this evening 7 p.m. EDT. The session last about 30 minutes.
In my preamble, I read a short passage from Stephen Jenkinson’s book, “Trembling, Still.” It is a deeply personal and contemplative account of living with Parkinson’s disease and neurodegeneration. Written in a poetic, sometimes difficult style, the book turns his diagnosis into a meditation on five recurring themes: impermanence, embodiment, uncertainty, limitation, and attention in adversity. His particular experience becomes a way of contemplating the universal experience of being embodied, vulnerable and alive.
The meditation invites you to create a safe, sacred space in your home. We establish a meditation posture, then guide you in developing focus through the breath and other meditation anchors, continuing in a period of silence. We close with a compassion meditation that supports your return to daily life.
To join us, find the meeting link on the Meditation Community webpage

The fall series of the Meditation Community begins tonight at 7 p.m. EDT.
This first gathering will be an information session plus a short meditation.
I will explain the explain how meditation works.
I will discuss the new Meditation for Parkinson’s initiative.
I will introduce a method of noticing and reducing distractions by counting them. This is optional.
We will also have a short meditation.
Future sessions will include 30 minutes of meditation, along with approximately ten minutes for settling in and questions.
To join us, find the meeting link on the Meditation Community webpage:
There is an interesting possible link between meditation, Parkinson’s and brain-derived neurotrophic factor (BDNF).
BDNF is a protein that helps the brain maintain and strengthen neurons and supports neuroplasticity—the brain’s ability to reorganize its neural connections. BDNF activity may be reduced in Parkinson’s, while exercise is known to increase it temporarily.
Could meditation have a similar effect? A meta-analysis of eight controlled trials found that mindfulness-based interventions were associated with increased BDNF measured in the blood. The studies were not specifically about Parkinson’s, and some interventions included movement, so we should be cautious about drawing conclusions.
Still, it raises an intriguing possibility: meditation may support some of the same biological processes involved in the brain’s resilience and adaptation. It’s a hypothesis worth exploring, not evidence that meditation slows Parkinson’s.
Read the study
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7522212
Over 75 meditation sittings, I counted genuine distractions and recorded sitting length, time of day, and internal and external conditions. Standardized to 30 minutes, distractions declined by about 28 percent. Progress was uneven, conditions mattered, and no ideal time of day emerged. The experiment shows how a simple meditation log can reveal gradual changes in attention that are difficult to perceive within any single sitting.
A basic instruction in breath meditation is to notice when attention has wandered and gently return it to the breath. With practice, we expect attention to become steadier. Yet this change can be difficult to perceive. A meditation may feel settled one day and restless the next, while gradual improvement remains hidden within the variability of individual sittings.
To make this change more visible, I began counting genuine distractions during meditation with a small mechanical tally counter. I did not count every passing thought or sensation. I counted only those moments when I had clearly lost contact with the breath and then recognized that my attention had wandered. After each sitting, I recorded the number of distractions, the length and time of the meditation, and simple ratings of my internal and external conditions.
This report examines 75 sittings recorded between December 2025 and September 2026. It asks whether distractions became less frequent over time, whether time of day made a difference, and how strongly attention was affected by conditions within me and around me. The result is not a controlled scientific study, but a structured record of one meditation practice over time.
I used a small mechanical tally counter during each meditation. After allowing approximately one minute to settle, I began counting genuine distractions. I did not count every thought, sound or bodily sensation. I pressed the counter only when I realized that I had clearly lost contact with the breath and had been carried away by something else. Each count marked both the recognition of distraction and the return of attention.
After each sitting, I recorded the date, time, length of meditation and total number of distractions. I also rated the internal and external conditions on a simple scale from 1 to 3. An internal rating described such factors as mental agitation, emotion, fatigue or physical restlessness. An external rating described conditions such as noise, movement, animals or other activity in the environment. A rating of 1 indicated relatively favourable conditions, while 3 indicated substantial difficulty. Brief notes sometimes identified the particular circumstances.
The sittings ranged from 20 to 45 minutes. Raw counts therefore could not be compared directly because a longer meditation provides more opportunities for distraction. Each count was converted to its equivalent rate per 30 minutes. A sitting with six distractions in 20 minutes, for example, became a standardized rate of nine distractions per 30 minutes.
The log recorded how many distractions occurred, but not when they occurred. Any statement that translates the rate into an average interval, such as one distraction every three or four minutes, is therefore a statistical expression rather than an observation of their actual spacing. Distractions may have been evenly distributed, clustered together or concentrated in one part of a sitting.
The distraction rate varied considerably from one sitting to the next. Highly distracted sessions appeared beside relatively settled ones, and the overall decline was interrupted by plateaus and temporary reversals. The practice did not improve in a smooth or orderly way.
The greatest variability occurred around the middle of the record. Several sittings during this period lasted only 20 minutes. When their counts were standardized to 30 minutes, each additional distraction added 1.5 to the reported rate. Some of these sittings also occurred under more difficult internal or external conditions. Shorter duration, changing circumstances and ordinary variation between meditations all contributed to the sharp movement in the chart.
Beneath these fluctuations, the underlying rate gradually moved downward. The later sittings still varied, but they generally varied around a lower level than the earlier ones.

Figure 1. Distractions across 75 meditation sittings, standardized to 30 minutes. The thin green line represents individual sittings, and the thicker blue line represents the ten-sitting moving average. The first 25 sittings averaged 10.6 distractions per 30 minutes; the final 25 averaged 7.6.
The first 25 sittings averaged 10.6 distractions per 30 minutes. The final 25 averaged 7.6, a decrease of about 28 percent. This was the expected direction of change: repeated meditation practice should help attention remain with the breath more consistently.
Expressed as a statistical average, the rate declined from roughly one distraction every three minutes to one every four minutes. This does not mean that distractions actually arrived at regular intervals. Their timing was not recorded. The comparison simply gives a more intuitive sense of the change in frequency.
The chart also shows why many sittings were needed. No single count would have established the direction of the practice. A high count might reflect a difficult day, while a low count might be followed immediately by a restless sitting. The pattern only became visible across the longer record.
I expected that meditation might be easier at certain times of day. Alertness, fatigue, meals and the rhythm of work could all plausibly influence attention. The log offered little support for a consistently better time.
The raw averages initially appeared to favour midday and evening sittings, while afternoon sittings had a higher distraction rate. However, many afternoon sittings occurred early in the record, when distraction rates were generally higher. Once the stage of practice, sitting length and internal and external conditions were considered, the differences largely disappeared.
This personal record cannot establish that time of day never matters. The sittings were not distributed evenly across the day, and relatively few took place in the morning or late afternoon. Within this practice, however, accumulated experience appeared to matter more than finding an ideal hour.
Conditions had a clearer relationship with distraction. When internal conditions were rated 1, the average was 8.7 distractions per 30 minutes. The rate rose to 9.5 at rating 2 and 12.8 at rating 3. External conditions followed a similar pattern: 8.7 at rating 1, 10.1 at rating 2 and 12.6 at rating 3.
Neither type of condition clearly mattered more than the other. Internal agitation, emotion and physical restlessness could affect attention much as noise, animals and activity in the room did. The source of the disturbance differed, but its relationship with the distraction count was broadly similar.
The notes make these categories less abstract. They mention dogs walking or barking, an ant on the mat, a fly in the room, illness, post-exam restlessness, grief, meditation planning and difficult memories. Ordinary life remained present in the practice and visible in the data.
The main result was expected: distractions became less frequent over the course of 75 sittings. What the log adds is a clearer picture of how that improvement appeared. It did not arrive as a steady sequence of increasingly settled meditations. Individual sittings remained unpredictable, while the underlying level of distraction gradually declined.
The effect of conditions is equally important. A higher count did not necessarily mean that the practice was deteriorating. It could reflect what was happening within me or around me on that particular day. This is one reason a meditation log is more useful than an isolated count. The log places each number within a longer practice and, when needed, within the circumstances of the sitting.
Time of day was less important than I expected. No hour emerged as reliably superior once the progression of the practice and other conditions were considered. This finding may be useful for meditators who spend too much effort looking for perfect circumstances. A regular time may help establish a habit, but this record gives little reason to believe that attention depended on identifying an ideal part of the day.
Sitting length also changed during the experiment. The first 25 sittings averaged 27 minutes, while the final 25 averaged a little more than 31 minutes. I chose to sit longer; the data do not show that counting increased my capacity to do so. The change matters mainly because it makes raw counts misleading. Standardizing the results to 30 minutes allowed shorter and longer sittings to be compared on the same basis.
Several limitations remain. This was one person’s observational record rather than a controlled experiment. The definitions of distraction and difficult conditions depended on personal judgement. Counting may itself have changed how quickly I noticed distraction, and the method cannot distinguish the effects of meditation practice from growing familiarity with the counter. The sittings were also unevenly distributed across dates, times and conditions.
These limitations do not make the log uninformative. They define the scale of the conclusion. The results do not prove a general law about meditation. They show that within one sustained practice, a simple and consistent method revealed a meaningful decline that would have been difficult to detect from memory alone.
Across 75 sittings, the standardized distraction rate declined by about 28 percent. Expressed as an average rate, this was the equivalent of moving from roughly one distraction every three minutes to one every four minutes. The change was uneven, and difficult internal and external conditions continued to affect individual sittings. Time of day, by contrast, did not appear to have a consistent effect.
The deepest lesson of the log may be that progress in meditation is easier to see across many sittings than within any single one. A restless meditation does not erase the larger direction of practice, and a settled meditation does not establish it. Counting provided a modest form of feedback: not a score to pursue, but a way of seeing gradual changes in attention that otherwise might have remained hidden.